The Silence Has Finally Broken.

My name is Nixon, i'm going to turn 21 this year and I am still nothing, still have no career and failed in my education and that makes me really sick of myself. But finally, today everything change in the year of 2009, the first time in my life it's so clear to me on what I am suppose to do. This is the best feeling ever.

It finally come clear that I wasn't suppose to study when i finish my year in secondary school, study was the thing that I will never be good at but still i try and try to accomplish it, trying so hard that everytime i will just ended failing so misery that it's hard for me to stand up, throughout the year i was accompanied by my girlfriend, no i should say ex-girlfriend because we finally broken up after 3 years straight dissappointing her over and over again because of my incompetence in my education. I'm so sorry girl. Sincerely, I apologize Eve. I owe you too much.

It makes me want to cry losing you. Your always so innocence yet so brilliance in guiding me. So, everyone said is a new year and everything comes new in this time of life. I really hope so, 09 I finally will be someone and something that everyone will look up to. I won't dissappoint anyone ever again I promise. I will start with working in my father's security firm, from the bottom offcourse. Someday, I'm sure i'll be able to take over his place as Chairman of the company. Till then, let me just flash back to some sweet memories i've gone thru with her.